Journal entry 1/29/23: Kobayashi Maru

This is more for me, than is for you, so I won’t go into great detail. Tt’s like a game of chess, except there no pieces, just words. Couple weeks back, I made mention sometimes you have to walk away, let go. Not of her doing or mine, wasn’t a good day.

Want an example of that

coming back with mr. songdog in the basket, I am grateful for each day I wake, because the next isn’t promised… isn’t that right mr. songdog. After an hour or so in a legal beagle office, I didn’t call him mr suit, I spoke his first name, manners count. I adjust my cover, ” for the past hour, we been told what you cannot do, we didn’t come here to be told that, tell me, what can you do”. The meeting ended.

I got feels, I left feeling what John Wayne about said about

“wanna”

Truth is, you just didn’t wanna try hard enough, you almost let your friend down out there ” not my fault I stutter you mean bastard”

What did you call me?

” you mean G’damn sonofbitch”

I wouldn’t make it habit of calling me that Son.

” I did it…I did it!”

I won’t, but I sure feel like it, if next week works out, I’d like to take the word irrevocable and shove it right his ass. Did you think the Constitution and Bill of RIGHTS were irrevocable?

I met Pappy Boyington once, shear accident,

I was coming around a corner, he came from the other way, press people behind him.

Other day while walking a trail he came to mind, what would he do, well….

I know what he did in a situation not of his doing

He Improvised

He adapted

He overcame

I don’t believe in a no-win-scenario